I saw everything I’ve seen
I meant everything I mean
I went wherever I could go
I said yes when I should’ve said no.
I’m forgiven but not forgotten
Outside is clean but the inside is rotten
I understand what it’s understood
I comprehend more than I should
I’ve told you what I used to tell
Instead of whisper you’ve made me yell
I felt the way I’ve always feel
Don’t know if it’s a lie or if it’s real.
I talked but I haven’t spoken
I tried to fix what was not broken
I heard just what I wanted to hear
I’m not afraid, I only fear.
Do as I say, not as I do
Another lie just became true
I am not sad just full of sorrow
Today’s only yesterday’s tomorrow.
I’d run away if I could only move
There is no vibe but I’m in the groove
The obvious sometimes is hard to see
Unless you see no hardness, obviously.